Cupcakes and papers and pizza oh my!

The title doesn't really have anything to do with anything I am going to type, its just some ramdom things that popped into my head at that moment.

I just finished writing a paper for my AP Psych class, it was on conditioning, very easy. I like that class its just really easy to fake your projects and papers and put them off which isnt good for a procrastinator like me.

Today has been a very interesting day, lots of time to think and just relax. I've been thinking a lot lately and I've come to realise I have no idea what I want to do in life. There are things I'd rather do more than others but there are some things which have even standing. I've been telling people that I want to study Psychology in college and become a psychologist but there is also a part of my brain that wants to start my own business. I'd love to have a small town restaurant sort of thing. I love cooking and I love cooking for people and making them happy. But I don't know how serious this idea in my brain is and even if it is I have no idea how to run my own business anyways.

But of course there is the really really fanatical, silly imaginary part of my brain that just wants me to skip college, run off and get married, and have kids. I love kids but I know I am not ready to have any but there is this ache in me when I see people with their children and I want it for myselsf sooo much, no matter how unrealistic.
I guess thats what I really wanted to write about today, what I want and what i think I want.

Have a good day all.